I'm lost
in my own nightmare







Date: Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Time: 7:09 PM
Star signs

I think star signs are cool. Though mine says I'm flirtatious. Which means like i'm a flirt or something. I read interesting stuff about my sign just now.. Here it is, if you're interested or you are a gemini.
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Gemini is a Mutable Air sign, ruled by Mercury. As the third sign in the zodiac, Gemini is an energetic, charismatic, communicative, witty individual with a child-like fascination with the world and with new experiences.
The Gemini personality stands out as the zodiac sign that knows something about just about everything, making them good conversationalists and interesting acquaintances. They are inquisitive and quick to digest new information and ideas. Intelligent and logical, but with a lot of nervous energy, Gemini likes to keep busy and expand their horizons whenever opportunities arise, often multitasking between several interests. However, as the sign of the Twins, there is a dual aspect to the Gemini personality, making it difficult for these individuals to stick with any one thing in order to master it, and often making it difficult for bystanders to figure out which side their Gemini friend is really on. Gemini has more than one personality, which can change in a flash, and those near to them would do well to learn them both. On and off, up and down, back and forth, black and white, day and night, ying and yang - this is the essence of the Gemini personality. [ this is very true ]
These kids can be sweet, cooperative little angles one moment and infuriating monsters the next. Gemini children are very verbal and soak information in like sponges. They therefore tend to master the art of communication quite early, often displaying knowledge beyond their years.The Gemini child will not particularly like the rigors of school, but it is likely that he will know to turn on the charm to bluff his way through parts of it. Though he has the intellect to excel in school, it's just not in little Gemini to follow things through to completion, so he will rarely be at the top of his class. [like, this is SUPER true.] Gemini kids seem to have a conflict between emotions and intellect, and this can manifest in a variety of ways, often in strange eating habits. [WAHAHA FOOD...] Because of his superior communication skills and innate charm, Gemini usually does well at work, with others often seeking them out for advice and new ideas. Conversely, the Gemini worker will not hesitate to seek others out for advice and ideas, always striving to stay on top of the information chain. When interested, Gemini can accomplish more in a day than other signs can accomplish in a week. When disinterested, however, the Gemini worker will procrastinate and eventually move on to more interesting pursuits. These same traits will also cause the Gemini to tend toward gossip, so if you want to hear the dirt on others, seek out your Gemini co-worker. [ LOL, ASK ME, ASK ME! ] Gemini can function well in almost any job capacity that he finds interesting, especially those that require lots of communication and interaction with others.
WOO.. LOVE...
If you have found a romantic partner in a Gemini, you have a young at heart lover who wants to try new things and is always looking for a new adventure. The Gemini partner will need a quick wit, and the capacity to change directions on a moment's notice. Gemini will frequently test their partners for loyalty and commitment, so try to keep jealousy and anger at bay, because although the challenge at hand may look like it is external, it is often a situation generated by Gemini himself as a test of your commitment. Additionally, while Gemini is often animated and fun, within a short time this can change to brooding and isolative, so learning when to back off completely is important in this relationship. If Gemini becomes bored within the relationship, he will almost certainly move on, often with no concept of the devastation he is causing, so keeping it fresh and alive over the long term is crucial to holding on to a romantic relationship with a Gemini.
What's your sign?
The best matches for Gemini for sure are Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius, but Aries, Cancer, Taurus, and Leo might also work for some individuals. It will likely be tough going for Virgo and Pisces, which are the least compatible with Gemini.

Gemini in any relationship is smart, witty, fast, and fun. They are the life of the party and have a lot of acquaintances. They seek out others who are smart and adventuresome, and will become quickly bored with those who are homebodies or content with the status quo. Gemini wants to see the world, experience everything, and literally "learn something new every day." He will be a fun and fascinating companion, but some may see him as superficial and "two faced" because his goal is to charm everyone all of the time. On good days, he will be charming and gracious, but on bad days he can be moody and even cruel. Remember, with Gemini, the by-word is "changeable," so learn to expect anything!

Cool huh.. tag me your sign.. I'll give you all the details you need XDD.



Date:
Time: 3:08 PM
FOLLOWED

I got followed today. For people who have not been followed before... lets just say.. its awful. This weird guy got off the same stop [ MRT] as me. He was looking at me the whole time and from his looks, he's probably mental. I was a bit frightened by him so I walked very fast [ I'm a fast walker] so fast that its almost like running. I told myself to calm down , telling myself that i'm just sensitive. He might not be following me. But when I stopped at the traffic junction [ My leg muscles are hurting due to my abnormal walking speed] , I saw him again. Right beside me. " OMG. NO WAY. THERE IS NO WAY A NORMAL PERSON WOULD WALK THIS FAST!"
[ I mean, they dont even have a reason to walk fast.] The only thing I can think was OH CRAP. THIS IS BAD. SERIOUSLY BAD. i'm scared. And I walked super fast again. This time, I ran a few times too. The whole time I was freaking scared. I'm still shivering now. This panic, is really insane. I'm so scared. I didn't know what to do. I'm holding my tears back. I remembered there were once, when i got followed in primary three. The whole incident is seriously scary. WHY DO THESE THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME? OH MY GOD I WANNA CRY. this is insane.


Date: Monday, September 29, 2008
Time: 6:35 PM
2nd post

Yup, this is the second post. [ TA-DAA!] Aren't you excited? Well, i'm not exactly. You could say i'm too pissed off to write about myself, or anyone that matter. I can only say this: "ADULTS ARE THE WORSE KIND IN HUMANS. ESPECIALLY MY UNCLE. " that stupid guy scolded me twice, not once,but TWICE!! due to misunderstanding. THAT, I can understand. BUT he scolded me AGAIN after my mother told him off that i'm being framed. He wasn't happy so he vented his anger on ME again. Don't ask me how this started but i'm utterly pissed. He even told his son that it's his [ the son's] fault, WHICH in this case, has nothing to do with the son. Damn that father. I hope his remaining hair drops off. Adults are always like this, they always force us to apologise, even when we are not at fault. And when they are at fault, they just " si dou bu chen ren" [ dont wanna admit no matter what] and won't even say sorry, BUT blame it at others. Damn it. GAMMIT!! B'cause I was too angry yesterday, I cried. WHY DO I HAVE TO CRY WHEN IM ANGRY? I have no idea. After crying I feel even angrier, cause its so noob to cry [ make me feel so weak] . And everyone looks at me. Anyway, i wanted to post pictures, but the connection isn't working..next time bah.. so tired right now...


Date: Saturday, September 27, 2008
Time: 8:01 PM
Monks Are Clowns

Very thanks to Gladys, for helping me to do this blog. This is like one of the many blogs I have. Hopefully I'll "take care" of it [ as what kitchen boy says ], and keep it updated. Most likely I'll stop at some point of time, and spam posts a few days later. So bear with me, whoever is gonna read this, that is.
Yah yah yah... I know i'm supposed to do introductions and stuff, but NO. I'm gonna do it later. Some things cannot be waited. TODAY, was terrible. [ only word I can think of right now.] I just realised I have to go do some "gong tek" thing, for my father, my grandparents and some ancient people in my family tree that I do not know of. They say its to get them in peace [ my view : get them rich ], and they even bought this paper-made huge house, with dolls as servants, for the dead people. And how much did it cost all together? More than 20k.
I know what you're thinking. "SIAO", "OMFG". Don't worry, you're not the only one. When me and my sis heard of this, I was like " L.O.L" and my sis was, " Pei Zhen, can you help me close my mouth? " [ yea, her mouth was wide open with amazement]
Anyways, I'm not really angry about the fact that I have to stay there like FOREVER and do LAME stuff like FOLDING the fake paper money [ did I mention there were like hundreds of boxes filled with paper money? If these really reach to my ancestors, they will be like filty RICH.] okay. Maybe I AM a little angry about it. But the most frustrating thing was...
I CANT GO QING SHAO NIAN ON SUNDAY!!!!! Cause like the whole thing lasts for 2 WHOLE days. And this wk's qsn is special, its Group A and Group B COMBINED! Damn it. I feel like crying. I wanted to go soooooooooo badly...
I wanted to quarrel with my best buddy [ Tony,12 ]. He is so cute, and like, it's actually fun to quarrel with him. We would compete in eating, drink lots of water when it comes to spicy food, and laugh at each other. I wanted to tell him to come my school next year, and to tell him to do his best in this PSLE. Beat his stupid cousin. Show him who's boss, and stuff... NOOOOO... Why can't I go? Its like they should have done this ' waste of a time' thing 3 years ago! My father like already died for 6 years, and they're doing it now? Why now? Why NOW?
And I heard that those paper stuff are burnt to hell. HELLO? HELL?? My father's a 'tang zhu' , he has no need for these kinda stuff [ not to mention the house looks like a brothel * touch wood*]... now it means, if my father has to go to that 20k house, he has to descend from HEAVEN, AND GO TO HELL. How freaking stupid is that? Plus like most of my ancestors are most likely already reincarnated or something. Anyway, I have to do all these silly stuff and skip qsn tomorrow... T_____T
Worse of all, tomorrow starts at 8am, which means I have to wake up at 7. And the whole draggy thing ends at 12+ am. [ yes, yes. Its MONDAY. ] After reaching home still need to do some weird prayer, which end at 1am++. Then I need to bathe, which ends at 2-3am. WHICH MEANS.....
I ONLY HAVE AROUND AT MOST 3 HOURS TO SLEEP! Damn it. GAMMIT. [ its my slang ] Since I have to wake up early, i'll have to end here. Cya, and if you can read up to here, I give you a pat on your back, since no one really reads my blog anyway. And it is SUPER LONG for a post.