I'm lost
in my own nightmare







Date: Saturday, January 24, 2009
Time: 4:05 PM
Fridays

im beginning to hate school again, just like i've always used to. Mathematics still suck, but at least the teachers are funny.

Stupid NUS high school guy. Ignoring me, appearing again, ignoring, appearing, finding me, avoiding me. Are you making fun of me? Don't look at me like that, I don't even know your name, even though I see you everyday. Why do you have to look at me when you're surrounded by girls? I DON'T CARE. I'm not you, if you don't say, how would I know what you're thinking? ARGH. I'm frustrated.

Great news is, 4 days without school. I want to gamble my thoughts of you out of my mind. Even if I'm still gonna see you for the next two years, at least I don't have to suffer these 4 days.

Lets change the stupid subject. We had CNY celebration in school on Friday. And it was the funniest so far. I really loved the sweet throwing part.. even though I got a bump on my head because of a sweet. Who would have known sweets actually hurt this much? The guys in front of me were funny. We had an enjoyable time throwing sweets at other people. They even throw oranges, which was SUPER funny. hahas. Unforgetable memories. Upper secondary is indeed better than Lower secondary. I hope every friday is this good.


Date: Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Time: 6:45 PM
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School's great,
for now..


I've got no idea why she has to scold me for every single thing, every small little mistake. What, your water's not hot is my fault arh? How am I supposed to know that you want your water BOILED? What computer, what I don't want to do? If I didn't wanted to do, I won't even do it and get scolded by you in the first place! I helped you, and all I got was another scolding. Wtf is this.. I hate my mum