i know i haven't been posting for a while. Sorry. hahas. been busy nowadays. Going to finish mid-year examinations soon...
Anyways my life's been ups and downs lately. A few times i've been wanting to blog, but things just come up from nowhere...

But well, i'm here now!

hahas. I think i'm in need of amaths tuition like seriously.

Keep telling myself can make it but I can't.

Anyways I look forward to meeting his friends. I 'm afraid.. but I know I have to face them someday. Its not like I can run forever...
I want to see how he is like infront of his friends too. Looking at him w/o his friends and with his friends should be different. I hope he doesn't abandon me behind.

He is not that bad. I mean, who can take this temper of mine? I get mood swings like every split second once I see something I don't like. Which is most of the times since I don't like most things.

But sometimes he really hurts me.

I don't get it. Is it really different and difficult for people who have never dated to date with someone who has dated before? I have no experience! All I think is how I see it! I don't know how he can still do stuff like that.. He says he is not those kind who keep things because he still has hope. He tells me he just keeps it because it is an effort made by others.

... Don't normally people just throw them away because they get reminded of the past and be sad?

WTH is with those hugging pictures.

In case you didn't notice...

THEY GROSS ME OUT.

I feel like i'm hugging something that many had hugged before.

There is like no 'me', nothing that is new for him.

No new memories. That makes me sad.

Anyway, enough nonsense. Sigh, I just wish holidays will come.

I just wish to sleep in.

ciaossu.

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