I'm lost
in my own nightmare







Date: Saturday, September 27, 2008
Time: 8:01 PM
Monks Are Clowns

Very thanks to Gladys, for helping me to do this blog. This is like one of the many blogs I have. Hopefully I'll "take care" of it [ as what kitchen boy says ], and keep it updated. Most likely I'll stop at some point of time, and spam posts a few days later. So bear with me, whoever is gonna read this, that is.
Yah yah yah... I know i'm supposed to do introductions and stuff, but NO. I'm gonna do it later. Some things cannot be waited. TODAY, was terrible. [ only word I can think of right now.] I just realised I have to go do some "gong tek" thing, for my father, my grandparents and some ancient people in my family tree that I do not know of. They say its to get them in peace [ my view : get them rich ], and they even bought this paper-made huge house, with dolls as servants, for the dead people. And how much did it cost all together? More than 20k.
I know what you're thinking. "SIAO", "OMFG". Don't worry, you're not the only one. When me and my sis heard of this, I was like " L.O.L" and my sis was, " Pei Zhen, can you help me close my mouth? " [ yea, her mouth was wide open with amazement]
Anyways, I'm not really angry about the fact that I have to stay there like FOREVER and do LAME stuff like FOLDING the fake paper money [ did I mention there were like hundreds of boxes filled with paper money? If these really reach to my ancestors, they will be like filty RICH.] okay. Maybe I AM a little angry about it. But the most frustrating thing was...
I CANT GO QING SHAO NIAN ON SUNDAY!!!!! Cause like the whole thing lasts for 2 WHOLE days. And this wk's qsn is special, its Group A and Group B COMBINED! Damn it. I feel like crying. I wanted to go soooooooooo badly...
I wanted to quarrel with my best buddy [ Tony,12 ]. He is so cute, and like, it's actually fun to quarrel with him. We would compete in eating, drink lots of water when it comes to spicy food, and laugh at each other. I wanted to tell him to come my school next year, and to tell him to do his best in this PSLE. Beat his stupid cousin. Show him who's boss, and stuff... NOOOOO... Why can't I go? Its like they should have done this ' waste of a time' thing 3 years ago! My father like already died for 6 years, and they're doing it now? Why now? Why NOW?
And I heard that those paper stuff are burnt to hell. HELLO? HELL?? My father's a 'tang zhu' , he has no need for these kinda stuff [ not to mention the house looks like a brothel * touch wood*]... now it means, if my father has to go to that 20k house, he has to descend from HEAVEN, AND GO TO HELL. How freaking stupid is that? Plus like most of my ancestors are most likely already reincarnated or something. Anyway, I have to do all these silly stuff and skip qsn tomorrow... T_____T
Worse of all, tomorrow starts at 8am, which means I have to wake up at 7. And the whole draggy thing ends at 12+ am. [ yes, yes. Its MONDAY. ] After reaching home still need to do some weird prayer, which end at 1am++. Then I need to bathe, which ends at 2-3am. WHICH MEANS.....
I ONLY HAVE AROUND AT MOST 3 HOURS TO SLEEP! Damn it. GAMMIT. [ its my slang ] Since I have to wake up early, i'll have to end here. Cya, and if you can read up to here, I give you a pat on your back, since no one really reads my blog anyway. And it is SUPER LONG for a post.