I'm lost
in my own nightmare







Date: Thursday, October 23, 2008
Time: 7:25 PM
Just what's family?

If we were strangers, then it'll be okay. i'll forgive you. But we're family. And because of that, i expected more, and for you to notice. Also for you to realise, you don't know anything about me. But, who would have thought, i even need to use fake smiles at home. My feelings, can't they reach you? You only thought about how you felt...
what about me?
the worse. the worse kind of human in this world. All adults are the same.
All i've ever wanted, was for you to say "welcome back", when i come home, and for me to answer,
" i'm back."

I wonder, is it too much to ask?
I've had enough. No more.