Shameful. What have I done again? Nothing! But why, why do I have to be their topic of chat? Laughing so loudly doing class, like I didn't existed ; calling my name out so loudly to make sure I heard it. What have I done again? I DID NOTHING WRONG! I didn't even talk to them at all! In case they didn't know, I'm not that dumb not to have noticed those signs! I know they hate me, and I hate them too, but I always try my best not to do anything that might offend them. And I help them a lot! But why do they have to use me as a topic of joke? Laugh and then look at me, then laugh again. Do you guys even have a conscious? Won't you get guilty? How would you feel if I treated the same way to you? WTF. I hereby announce I seriously hate the stupid gang especially SILI THE GANG HEAD [ SLUTTEST of them all ] , MABEL [ 2nd SLUTTEST] , OLIVIA [ THE BIG MEANIE WITH NO HEART] and SITI NUR AFINI [ THE ONE WHO GIVE ME ALL THE FREAKING LOOKS].
Isn't it enough already? What made me even more angry is that NUR AIN, she laughed with them.. more like, i've given up already, on the thought of having friends. I don't care if anyone of them sees this. They can spread to the whole wide world but I just don't freaking care. Come on, OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE, AND SEE HOW MUCH I ACTUALLY HATE YOU GUYS DESPITE MY SMILES IN FRONT OF YOU. Damn you bitchy sluts. I NEVER used bitch, or slut, to anyone except you guys, Thats because you're really one. This is one battle I would hate to lose, so I would not cry. I'll bite my lips through this freaking 4 years [ hopefully just the end of this yr].
WHO NEEDS FRIENDS. ESPECIALLY GOOD FRIENDS LIKE YOU GUYS. I'M NOT WORTHY ENOUGH. [ since im not a bitch]. Talking about them, I've got a piece of goody news. Sili, has got a freakin huge army of PIMPLES invading her. I know it's bad to laugh at ppl's misfortunes, but this, I just can't stop wanting to laugh. The army made her originally disgusting face, even more disgusting. woots, i've totally scored on this one. I hate mabel. Especially her eyes when she laughed at me today. I wonder why guys go craving over her. She's not even pretty, and has an eye that is like , if she doesn't wear specs it'll be cock-eyed. LOL. She's a flirt, and her only "friends" are from [ apart frm the sch grp] maple, since she's really too ugly to make real friends. Her personality isn't like the best you would want in a friend. And she's like so fake, especially infront of GUYS. Omg, I wanna puke. And the way she acts cute by sticking her butt out.... arhh, horrible, the way she comes to school everyday saying " eh I met another new guy [frm maple , in rl life] today." One of her "admirers" even told me he likes her because she was NIIICEEE.
Hello? NICE? She's got evil intentions written all over her sickening face, for godness sake. How can she be nice? She's just purely desperate. [ahh, with her cam toy just infront of me, my inner devil yearns so much to see it get destroyed. It's ugly anyway, putting it there is like having a thorn in your eye.] Oh, and Mabel cropped my picture away from "OUR" group photo. How NICE EHHH. I'm never part of their grp anyway, I just somehow got involved, not like I wanted to. Even if they beg me, I'll never ever join. Oh, and mabel purposely put the photo as her hp's background image, SO I'LL SEE. Thats for being so considerate, goody-two-shoes, I've got a super perfect view of it. Funny how my indifferent heart still hurts when I mentioned it.
Never had I known that someday i'll be a topic for joke, or rather, for THEIR joke.

Anyway, know you know i'm no ANGEL, no DEVIL either. But i'm not a white devil, And i'm proud being a certified black angel.