My puppets are crying.

Date: Friday, March 27, 2009

Time: 6:50 PM

Aem

Aem obviously sucked. I mean. I hate group work. WHY group work out of everything? I think I can score well ALONE. I suck in group work. totally . I just can't get along well if people you see, and its all chaotic and stuff.

I felt hollow today. Out of no reason why. Well, hasn't it been like this for a very long time? I'm tired. Very tired. Even my face unwillingly shows my boredom. Somehow school changed, which is probably a good thing. I've got more things that awaited me , more things I wanna see. No longer the thought of " i wanna go home" , at least, not that badly.

I should avoid being alone, well, having any free time. Since, I might feel hollower alone. I never knew. I thought I forgot, but the dream 3 days ago woke me up from my slumber. I realised i've been sleeping all along. Nothing has changed. Nothing WILL change. I have no idea. I contradict myself. Yea, nothing I'm saying makes sense at all, they're just random thoughts and unsorted words that my brain may or may not sort out.

I am too shy, too timid.
And I hate that part of me.
More than anything else.

Date: Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Time: 5:37 PM

Again

I haven't been uploading for forever, well, like no one will read it anyway. But I'm not good with journals and blogs, I'll always forget to write them. I'll just say life is as boring as ever, with no glimpse of hope and light. Well, let's just say about the new guy everyone's been crazy about. He's got this Eurasian-like face, and has smooth, fair skin, like a fairytale boy. And everyone is crazy over him, everyone, except me. I think he's okay, like a normal guy, and he acts predictably. By mere chance, I got to talk to him for the first time today. And the first line he said was " This is my girlfriend."

Yea. Its up to you to guess who he's talking about.. Zanne was funny, as usual. Nur Ain is pervertic, AS usual. Life is predictable, which is obviously boring. Today I received a random message, which was kind of interesting, but ended quickly thereafter. Camp grouping is interesting. I hope it stays that way, so the camp might just turn out to be fun. I hope the night walk there is a one-man show, so that I can walk alone in the midst of the forest floor. Now that is something you don't get to do everyday. I might get to discover something etertaining. I hope. Werewolves would be kind of cool too.

Yeap, i'm a very fantasy kind of kiddo. And I get bored easily. Thank god we have oral tml, so I don't have to get up early for school. Finally for once, I'm the 2nd person to take the oral, not THE LAST, like every other time. Last is no fun, and last is well, tiring. And plainly stupid. Well, I look forward to the camp. ...Maybe.

I'm lost in my own nightmare
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