My puppets are crying.

Date: Friday, March 27, 2009

Time: 6:50 PM

Aem

Aem obviously sucked. I mean. I hate group work. WHY group work out of everything? I think I can score well ALONE. I suck in group work. totally . I just can't get along well if people you see, and its all chaotic and stuff.

I felt hollow today. Out of no reason why. Well, hasn't it been like this for a very long time? I'm tired. Very tired. Even my face unwillingly shows my boredom. Somehow school changed, which is probably a good thing. I've got more things that awaited me , more things I wanna see. No longer the thought of " i wanna go home" , at least, not that badly.

I should avoid being alone, well, having any free time. Since, I might feel hollower alone. I never knew. I thought I forgot, but the dream 3 days ago woke me up from my slumber. I realised i've been sleeping all along. Nothing has changed. Nothing WILL change. I have no idea. I contradict myself. Yea, nothing I'm saying makes sense at all, they're just random thoughts and unsorted words that my brain may or may not sort out.

I am too shy, too timid.
And I hate that part of me.
More than anything else.

I'm lost in my own nightmare
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