I'm lost
in my own nightmare







Date: Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Time: 4:16 PM
Bored

Just changed my sitting arrangement. Losing the fan was a bad thing, but the seat was not too bad. I got closer to the window, with a great view outside. Normally, I would be more than glad to sit inside.. But I realised sitting outside was much more better; I could see a better view of the sky. My wonderful beautiful sky. The rest of the year will probably consists of more daydreaming.

But I'm terribly bored. I want a typewriter for my birthday [ I want a headphone too]; for the obvious reasons, I wanna type.
Type what?
Everything in my head.
There are too much things in my head right now. And writing is really by far too slow and hard to read. I want to clear my mind. Or I'll probably go insane.

Lately .. or rather now, everything is becoming more and more boring. And boredom is the worst ever feeling to me. I may lack emotions, but I just can't stand being bored.

Predictable. Everything is so predictable. Although... some things, even after predicting that they would react that way, still feels a little painful.


Save me.
From this stupid boring place.