TML IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. OMG THE DAY HAD FINALLY ARRIVED.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, the weird thing is, when I'm facing my juniors in art club and ppl from religion, i be.. MYSELF. as in, really really very little restriction. I wonder why. How did I notice this? 'Cause they asked,
" You have boyfriend right? ",
"Huh? No." << [I dragged the 'no' btw.]
"Liar, you so pretty"
"Huh?! I'm not....Nobody likes me lah."
"Why?"
"Er.. cause i don't really talk in class?"
"Okay what, you very funny ; don't seem like the quiet sort"
"...Hmm *thinking*"<< [That's when I realised.]
then some random junior said,
"If I were a guy, I confirm choose you."
"...Lol, then valentine's day send me present lor *laughs*"

Then I also realised that i'm the only senior sitting with a table full of juniors. ONLY ME. LOL.

Today I gave up my seat to a random old auntie. Things like this are usually common to me, but... Normal teenagers don't do that. 'cause they don't dare or like its kinda hard. So i'm thinking, how can I give up my seat casually, easily, but easy things like smiling, I find it hard to do instead? I can't even smile to ppl, how to say 'hi'? gg.

nvm, according to some random magazine, i'm supposed to make a very good friend tml.
YOSHA! *clenches fist* [ yes! in japanese ] LOL.
So i'm gonna try hard to smile tml. REALLY REALLY HARD.
DON'T BE A COWARD!!!!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!! << sudden enthusiasm

oh shit. I forgot to return the chinese book back to the library -.-