I'm lost in my own nightmare |
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Date:
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Time:
8:22 PM
Later~
So now did I realise how dull my blog was. COOL. HAHA. Apparently I checked the " How well do you know me" quiz results and a lot of people thought I was either ' as emo as I am now' or ' funny and weird' ... the first part was expected ; but funny or weird?! LOL. In the end very little people thought of me as 'cold and distant'... So I was wrong? Was I actually sociable?! YAY!!! << trying to be enthusiastic. One interesting answer that I got was from Mitchell. He ticked the answer that said I was, 'a mute that is not mute'. LOL. that answer was like totally random. I placed it there for fun, to fill up the space. Not bad man. Rio actually thought I'd be happy if I made new friends. Well, yeah, who wouldn't be happy? See, I just made this really pervertic friend called yan ling [haha] who's really funny. But, compared with the choice of having 'school ends...forever', obviously I would choose having school to end forever. Duh, who wouldn't? Who likes school please raise up your hand. Oi, you there, the person wearing a shirt, don't smile at yourself when you're looking at the computer. okay lol. At least i'm trying to be more sociable; ya know. I tried doing what the book said that I must do. " smile to everyone you see; starting with school". And I did. Well, at least I'm trying. But like after 5 mins, my face began to ache. -.- Okay, people with lots of friends would probably say, " learning how to make friends should be a natural thing, you shouldn't follow a book, it makes it so fake" , well yea, I totally agree. But for me, being isolated for so long has its consequences... I forgot how to make friends. Seriously. You see, I swore to myself once that I would throw away all my emotions. Or at least, conceil it extremely well. So now, finding it back and SHOWING it to others is naturally hard. I can swear to god that my intentions to make friends are all for the sake of goodness. At least, ...for now... *evil grins* Nah, i'm just joking. If I'm really evil, would I post it on my blog and tell everyone; HEY PEOPLE, I AM EVIL!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Impossible isn't it? Later~ |