I probably went overboard with games that I don't update now... Well, anyway, now that i'm back with anime, I probably could update more often. Probably..

Today was the history bbq. AND. I. FORGOT. ALL. ABOUT. IT.
woo~ I don't know how to go anyway >.>

Anyway, about the p6 gathering, I realised, I was pretty popular back then, I mean, the fact that I wasn't forgotten; and having a huge group of people send me home because I was afraid; and the weird fact that I keep on talking non-stop for the whole day....
All these could never be done in my secondary school. Sadly, but true.

I never knew I could talk so much. I got so enthusiastic that I began talking to fishes. Which was embarrassing when a male ex-classmate saw it. -.- But anyway, it was kinda fun. Much more than i'll thought of it to be. Everyone was surprised when I told them I'm a loner at school. And the fact that my ranking was so lousy, and I didn't get into pure science...

Well, the truth is that I was pretty smart back then, and I was always in the top ten and the best classes... So.. for me to fall so much back and especially on maths that I used to loved so much....

Oh well, its awful to know that i'm so lousy now.

*Sighs* One more week huh.. and holidays end...
TCH, thinking about it pisses me off. I HOPE SWINE FLU WILL LET US EXTEND OUR HOLIDAYS!!!! BUt I feel sad about the people affected... IDK LAH.

Anyway. I saw Shijie today. Surprisingly he actually studies in Swiss Cottage. He probably didn't know who I am. Just like that person, probably forgotten about me already huh...
And then, because I saw Shijie, I started thinking about the past.. and, I don't know what to think anymore.

Its been 8 years already. So why am I still freaking thinking about it?
That person already...vanished.
Away, from my life..
And after so long...

...why?

I... I don't know anymore.
This sucks.


If I save you... Who would save me?