I'm lost
in my own nightmare







Date: Thursday, June 3, 2010
Time: 11:41 PM
LOVE

Is it impossible for two people to just love and get together? To be forever happy and don't quarrel? To love till death do them part?

Nope. Its totally possible.

Just, not in this world.

If this world only consist of you and your partner alone, it is possible. Like adam and eve..
However our world consists of so much, .. too much people.
Like how romeo and juliet will end up dead, so would love. Why can't they love? Because of their family. Therefore, it is possible to conclude that love is only perfect when it is only about two people.

If he has no previous love, no woman around him, there would be no jealousy; no quarrel; no conflict. You don't have to worry about him cheating on you while you're asleep, or worry about him when he goes out with girls [actually worry all the time, not just when he goes out], You don't have to care about regrets for there will not be any regrets of not watching him well enough or anything.

If he has no friends, his heart will only belong to you, and there will be plenty of time for you guys to spend together, no need to worry about him going out partying or playing when you're at home being worried and biting your nails. You don't even need to impress his friends.

If he has no family, you need not worry about status, money, your own family, and all the other shits. You don't even have to please and try to look nice for his parents. You don't have to care whether you are a good match, whether there's a future with him. You can just simply be with him because you love him.

If he has no work, no school, no religion, no race, no blood difference, whatever nonsense... Then there is simply nothing to care or worry about.

There will be no sin of pride, envy, greed, lust, gluttony, sloth or even wrath, for there is nothing to be angry about!

Yes, this would be the perfect paradise for love.

But please. Don't indulge in it too much. Its all just fantasy. Love is simple, innocent and pure. But the existence of mankind has made it complex and all messed up with murder, rape, kidnapping and whatever human can think of.

I wished I could love him without the rest of the world.
Hope gives disappointment.
Promises are always broken.

If love is blind, then I must be not only blind, but lose all my five senses as well. Maybe then I'll be happier, because my love has returned to its pureless, selfless form. I can totally shut off from the world.

I am not a guru when it comes to love, but I know, in reality, everything that was once possible is made impossible. This is a trade. For technology, science, and all the improvements, we must lose what we originally have, including morals, love, emotions......

One day we will lose ourselves. We will lose earth. We will lose our lives.
Maybe when that day comes... will everything return to its original form.

I wished he knew how much I love him.
And not be so focused to the world.
He'd rather choose the reality then fantasy.
He'd rather choose them then me.
After all i'm just one small thing.

Why give up the forest for a tiny seedling?
Why give up the ocean of fishes for a tiny fish egg?

If i were him, I probably won't even choose me.

hmm.. getting emo.. so..
ciaossu.

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