I'm lost in my own nightmare |
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Date:
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Time:
6:21 PM
roses or thorns?
so much things to say.. so much things I wanted to do, ... but the moment I see your tired and sian face, I just can't seem to remember the words I wanted to tell you... I'm sorry I can't make you happy. I was tired, but I still wanted to get here so much. Wanted to complain to you about this and that,,, but the moment you see me you just give me the sian diao attitude. I just wanted to make you happy.. It doesn't matter how shack I am, I've waited the whole day for this! And yet... you seem not to care. It doesn't matter how busy I am, How much homework I need to complete, I just want to spend time with you! And yet... you can't even smile for me. Ever heard of the quote, " Life is not a bed of roses, it is a sea of thorns " ? Its not true.. life IS a bed of roses.... Sometimes if you're lucky, you'll lie on beautiful and nice smelling roses.. Sometimes when you're not, you'll be pierced by the thorns. The thorns and the roses are always there, and they even grow with you.. The roses get prettier and rosier, .. the thorns get sharper and thicker. They'll be there. Until you die. You either die blissfully, in the midst of roses,... Or you'll get devoured by the thorns, and die in pain. That's life. But you don't care right? ciaossu. |