Seriously I try so hard not to get angry.

But things always happen and make me upset.

I hate the way his messages aren't clear. I hate it when they are like not specific and holds unclear meanings. I ask him something and he msgs me back " msg you ltr" . wtf? Can;t you use THAT msg to answer my question instead??

You can stay awake all night till 4 or 5am for another girl. I dont wanna say who.
You can stay awake till 2am for your freaking stupid "mei". NOT JUST ONCE BUT TWICE.

I woke up in pain in the middle of the night at 3. You only msged me less than 10 minutes then you fell asleep. THANKS.

Due to that heartache and the pain, I only fall asleep at 5! AND when you msged me at 7, I WOKE UP IMMEDIATELY.

So why can't you do the same for me?! I DON'T UNDERSTAND! MAKE ME UNDERSTAND WHY WHY WHY WHY!

You could do it for some bitch; your ex, BUT NOT FOR ME?? You know how sad and lost I feel during the 2 hours in pain? I felt like something in my heart broke. Something in me broke.

I don't get it.

And you don't try to make me understand. You just shut up and expect me to 'cool down'. wtf? I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND! HOW CAN I COOL DOWN; HOW CAN I CLEAR THE MISUNDERSTANDINGS, THE DOUBTS, IF YOU DON'T FREAKING EXPLAIN THEM?!!!!!!

Thanks. You make things A LOT BETTER when you just ignore and keep quiet. That is supposed to help us get along?! ITS seriously making me more pissed off.

You just keep making me sad with the ignorings and the meetings and your friends.

WHERE AM I IN YOUR LIFE NOW.

I seriously wanna cry.

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