Haven't been here for the longest time.
In this duration I have fallen in love, almost fell out, and now half half and confused.
I wish I won't fall out though.
I wish he'll still want me in the end.
Really hurt me when he said
" I can't see a future with you "
Well, guess in some ways he was right.
My temper and attitude is untoleratable.
Like my sis said, i'm changing.
But not fast or good enough.
I'm taking small turtle steps, which is slow and not useful.

So now i'm trying my best to leap as a hare.
And I really hope you stay
because my world's a better place when you are around.

Really like this btw,
"The truth in love is that you are bound to get hurt, you just have to figure out who is worth the pain. However pain is never a reason to let go, because love without pain is just a game."
thats right.
Don't be afraid of the pain.
Don't be afraid of getting hurt.
Because without pain love is just a game.
I swear I won't let you get hurt again.
I swear I won't hurt you again.
I swear that everything I did or done that hurt you wasn't intended.
And I'll be there to catch you protect you and love you.

Maybe one reason why I refused to let you go,
isn't because i'm selfish and I don't want you to be happy.
More like I still think I can make you happy,
and i'm very afraid that the girl after me will be worse than me.
Yes I have flaws and problems,
but one thing's for sure, my love ain't replaceable.
Its hard to find someone out there that loves you the way I do
With all my heart. I really do.
Someone who doesn't love you cherish you or treasure you
don't deserve you.
But if one day you really found someone who loves you more and is better than me,
... I'll let you go.
With a smile in my face :')
I will.
Because I am sure you'll be happy.
Until then.. please stay. And let me shower you with love..
Love that a guy like you deserve..
You have been hurt too much, let me share your burden.
Please.

If only you could be me for one day,
then you will know how much you matter to me.
And still do.
Thought I'll never love someone like this,
but i did. And it hurts.
Hell it hurts.
But if it disappears, it'll hurt tons more. And more.

Baby I love you not because I need you
but I need you because I love you.

If only by someway somehow you knew how I feel.
If only.

I love you.

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love you and just you.
I don’t mind what others say or think
I just wanna be with you

So please
If you love me too,
if you can’t bear to leave too,
please stay by my side
and leave our past behind.

Because I love you more than I can say
and I need you more than I can imagine.

Please don’t go.
Lets just love each other
and don’t complicate things
Just the both of us
Simple and free

Maybe there is no such thing as forever
but at least we can be together for a long long time

The future’s too far to see
who knows what might happen tomorrow
So lets just think about now
just cherish and hold me now
Because I love you and you love me.

- To my dearest love.
I love you
My dear beebee

Posted via email from city of boredom